MOURN | 40 Days of Focus, Day 19

 
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
(Matthew 5:4 | NIV) 
You’re blessed when you feel you’ve lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to you.
(Matthew 5:4 | The Message)
Enneagram Type Fours are commonly known as Individualists or Romantics. They tend to be more creative types - painters, musicians, authors, poets, etc. They have a unique way of seeing the world, and they want to be seen by the world as unique. They are driven by a desire to be special, different, authentic, but most of all to be accepted for who they are. You may not know who they are from one week to the next as they try on different personas and styles.

But the thing that really sets Fours apart from most other types is their comfort with melancholy. Fours tend to be drawn to sad movies, heartfelt TV dramas, and emotional indie music. They embrace sorrow like it's a close friend. It's been said that Fours don't have emotions, they are emotions.

This comfort with sorrow can likely be attributed to their own feelings of brokenness. Many Fours grew up feeling different from everyone else. It might be a physical abnormality - too tall, too short, glasses, freckles, curly hair, anything that can cause a child to feel self-conscious. Or it might be a different way of interacting with the world and their peers - they might be into different types of books, movies, tv shows, or cosplay than most other kids their age. But somewhere along they way they begin to believe that there is something wrong and different and bad about them. They feel like they don't belong and they never will. It's like there are key pieces missing in the puzzle of their lives.

Fours have a deep seated envy of others whom they perceive as "normal." They want what other people have, they want to be accepted and find belonging, but they don't want to conform or be thought of as "normal." This tension can lead to a predisposition for anxiety and depression.

But I believe Fours, or "those who mourn," can teach us a very valuable lesson. So many of us would rather reframe a bad situation, crack a joke to lighten the mood, or avoid the pain altogether. Fours teach us the value in sitting with our pain and our sorrow. They teach us to lean into our emotions, not away from them. Fours teach us the truth of Ecclesiastes 7:
It is better to go to a house of mourning
than to go to a house of feasting,
for death is the destiny of everyone;
the living should take this to heart.
Frustration is better than laughter,
because a sad face is good for the heart.
The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning,
but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure.
(Ecclesiastes 7:2-4)
We cannot find comfort if we never allow ourselves to truly feel, to mourn, to grieve. If we keep going through life with a forced smile on our face pretending that "everything is awesome," then we're not opening ourselves up to the possibility of true peace and comfort.

The LEGO Movie featured the popular song "Everything Is Awesome." But the sequel that just came out (The LEGO Movie 2, the Second Part) features a different take on that song. Just look at these lyrics.
Everything's not awesome
Things can't be awesome all of the time
It's not realistic expectation
But that doesn't mean we shouldn't try
To make everything awesome
In a less like, unrealistic kind of way
We should maybe aim for not bad
'Cause not bad, well that would be real great
Mourning is part of life. Things can't be awesome all of the time. We should stop telling people to "cheer up" or to "get over it." We should stop expecting people to grieve on our timeline and in our approved way. Jesus himself is referred to as "a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief." Jesus comes to us in our distress, in our grief, in our depression, and he doesn't tell us to "turnt that frown upside down." He sits with us. He weeps with us. He feels deep compassion and empathy for us.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
(Psalm 34:18)
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Why do you think so many people try to avoid sorrow and sadness in their lives? Can you see the benefit to embracing those emotions rather than pushing them aside?

When you are going through a hard time, would you prefer someone to tell you to cheer up? Or would you rather just have someone be present with you even if they didn't say anything?

Why would a "house of mourning" be better than a "house of feasting?"

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